Middle-Aged Woman's Notes

I felt an irresistible urge to write.

It did not come out in an instant. Some time ago I started to think about what we need to do something with my life. I will not go into details, but examining the mound of boxes from the pharmacy and once again reflect on their "heavy percentage of women", I realized something must be done. It will not be honest if I say that this thought came to me first. No, it was not the first time. But apparently, "water wears away the stone ..." My life, I think, not much different from the lives of other women forty years. Home - work - home, or another option, the family - work - family. Sometimes fun and less travel.

Why, I thought, in his 40-something I still have so much depend upon various factors, as was the case in 17 years. And I decided that I can do something to change it. I realized that I was tired working for someone else, tired of running away endlessly being late ... I realized that I just tired of living. But I'm only 40?!

We must do something ... I will rejoice and be happy with his presence near. I want to be beautiful and young. I do not want to feel the knock on the temples at the slightest nervous or physical strain. I want to do the things like, not what to have to close all payments on account, and that this was a long time. I want the money ... a lot ... To tell at work proudly and boldly, "Thank you, I'm ..." and then to travel, play sports, just to bask in the sunshine in the Alps or the evening listening to the surf on the ocean. I want to feel like a star! Smart, beautiful and independent.

I know the potential is there. I am sure that it is for everyone. I also have enough experience and knowledge to make yourself happier. But somehow, somehow it was not possible to apply it on themselves.

So I decided ... I'll write. Describe what I'm doing with my life in stages. She decided to spread their thoughts on paper. I felt the need to throw out everything that had accumulated: impressions, emotions, philosophical arguments, poetry, his views on economics and politics, poetry, music and much more. And now it's time to put them on the network ... I describe the experience, because I have to do something. My next step is to these notes. I think it's an incentive not to dwell on the path to the goal. Want to join - I'd be happy. Get something like a support group

Notes of middle-aged women . So I decided to call it. Do you want to call it a blog.

Notes in Russian. But I know a little about the modern Internet technologies - my notes can be freely translated into other languages.

Reflecting on subjects about which I write, has decided not limited by anything. As they say, "I see something I sing." In my case it is - "What I feel - and then I write." Not everyone I know about good, but his interest in studying the subject, that is, self-development, or cultivators. Due to the presence of psychological education spend a lot of time this matter. So my main theme: the body and the soul. All aspects of the individual life: family, friends, work, career or business. All these are my interests. How do I feel like I see myself in that relationship that I hear in response? How to make what would I like what I see, feel and hear. I want to feel like a STAR! And not only to be called.

And you want? You know what?

Before the meeting,

Tory Star